Turned 22

Hey everybody Yesterday i turned 22,
Now as every year i'm gonna give a short summary of my year, set some goals for the next, and look at goals i made last year.
So stuff that happened this year:

1. Got a girlfriend since like ehm June 23th or something (dont let her know i don't know exactly or she'll crush my nuts xD)

2. Stopped smoking yes since july 11th or something i'm only smoking electric cigarettes, tho i know it is possibly not entirely healthy, it can't be much worse right?

3. I am still drawing, but my genre has expanded to horror and animé in general, i create at least 1 drawing every month, so as to no let my skills fade  

4. University, as was in the beginning, still is difficult for me, but i (slowly) progress. 

5. Renewed contact with some old friends, tho i think they will fade but i don't really care to be honest

6 i have set up a group on deviantart here, called animeandhistorical. I wan't to create a home/family like feeling

7. I've started saving, instead of spending, money. No need to buy cigarretes helps a lot! 

8. been reading and studying an awfull lot of topics. 

9. started my minor "bedrijfswetenschappen" idk how to name it in english but its corporate science ^^ quite different than history no?

10. My interest in history now lies deeply in nationalism  

Now lets see how I completed last years goals. 



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This is an old journal called "turned 21"
Hello good people who still watch me even though i am inactive as fuck 
I've turned 21 almost a month ago and i wanted to write a journal about it,
below you can find my journals i wrote when turning 20 and 19 

So what happened last year?
well ehh
1. I went to a lot of festivals 

2. I started collecting historical stamps and i have quite the collection nowadays ^^ 

3. I finially stopped drawing pokémon and went on to dragon ball z (i am working on a fighting scene for the last couple of days)

4. I have my drivers license  ! ! ! (for like, 9 months or so now)

5. I finished the first year and got my propedeuse (whatever the english name might be) 

6. I have a girlfriend  woohoo uvurybody celebrate xD 

7. I've eh, found out some pretty disturbing things about myself :\ which i won't talk about, but i wanted to mention it because its something       big for me 

8. I have made new, incredible friends 

I don't know much other things, now lets see which of my goals set last year i have accomplished:

Mission for before turning 21
- relationship would be nice 
Well, eyup  14th of February so it was a close call (turned 21 the 19th) 

- become stronger
Nah :\

- become smarter
O fuck yeah haha,  

- write a piece 'bout my solution 'bout a question i still have on the war
xD nooooo, i have not done this yet, maybe this year tho

- be able to draw humans  
Is dragonball z human? then yes, otherwise no

- get a drivers license
Uhu 

- go to a historical site
Been to many  specially in the holidays

- make some more movies
Nope

So let's see i accomplished 4 out of 8 goals, 
well that isn't that bad is it? 

And if I could tell the Jim from last year something, it would be:
'keep going to the gym, but not with your brother for it is difficult and not fun to overwork that much. Also: Fuck W**t*r don't hang out with that asshole, he's fucking annoying"

Okay so the last thing i'm going to say are the goals i set for next year  before i turn 22

1: Keep drawing, it doesn't have to be much, just keep doing it. 
    Well yes i did  

2: Don't neglect your friends because you have a girlfriend. 
    And this i did not, though i do not have to many friends, i don't need too much anyway, i'm fine the way it is

3: Have progress, in study, knowledge and psychological stuff. 
    yes pretty much      

4: Go do some more body work, y'know, not like full time gym, but just small stuff in enough
    HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

5: Have seen at least 50 documentary's , regardless either 45 or 90 min. 
    Nope, some but no where near 50

6: Follow an course during the summer, either language, cooking, or something else. 
    Eh... i knew i forgot something 

7: see all of the dragonball Z movies  
    Well, seen 6 now and finished dragon ball and dragon ball gt, so that counts for something

8: Go to the movies, bowling, dinner at least once this year, regardless of with who, or when. 
    I went bowling, had dinner, but can't remember if i went to the movies    

well all in all i did quite good i think
Goals for next year:

1. been to another country

2. finish seminar

3. stay active on DA

4. Finish minor

5. My cabin in the forest needs some 'redecorating'

6. go to at least a few festivals

7. watch MORE ANIMÉ 

8. watch   MORE HORRORS

9. remove turtles  

Yep that's it, 
well lets see how i'll fare this year ^^ 


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Hellooo people, yes i am now officcially 20 years old, have been for 23:41 mins 
But yeh so ehm let's think 'bout what i did last year

1. I stopped being a teacher, which made my life so much better.

2. i've been working for half a year in a greenhouse, it was dreadfull, but got to appreciate school a lot!

3. I've started to go to the gym again  and its fun!

4. new big giant teevee 

5. new closettsss and matrass !

6. Increased my gun collection a lot!!!

7. weed, :3 you know what i mean!

8. I got much historical stuff, footpowder from the allies, german wehrmacht winterboots 1944, and a knife of which i don't know to much.

9. i'm studying at a university  though difficult i manage ^^ 

10. i'm drawing more than just pokemon, finially 

11. i'm driving, don't have my license yet but i can drive a car ^^! 

12. i've become wiser, but have not discovered even 1% of life's secrets.

13. i've been read by a visionair, it was soo scary!

14. fell in love some times, but mostly dissapointing, but i'm past that now, love is something which might show its face, and for the time it doesn't, i don't care.

15. okay it's just been 19 days but i've stopped smoking !! hoorayyy


Lets see justl ike last year some bad shit : 

-Some depressions, but not as bad as mentioned in the journal below
- mood swings and other things, not as bad as the journal below.

I like how in the previous journal i said "maybe i'll have a sixpack or a gf" xD haha
Yeh mission failed. but i'm more happy and am studying something i really like 

And who knows xD maybe this year i'll gain a sixpack or a girlfriend.

Just two more things i've got to say before you can stop reading this journal 

1st. if i could tell myself something last year with the knowledge of today
"GET OUT OF THE SCHOOL YOU ARE NOW, STOP IT IT SUX, AND DON'T GO WORKING 0.5 YEARS AT A GREENHOUSE, SEARCH ANOTHER JOB"

and last.
i could never have imagined that right now,i would've gotten so much weapons, historical knowledge, and stuff, like the tv, the tb, the closets and such 

Mission for before turning 21
- relationship would be nice 
- become stronger
- become smarter
- write a piece 'bout my solution 'bout a question i still have on the war
- be able to draw humans  
- get a drivers license
- go to a historical site
- make some more movies

well that's 'bout it  
baayyy


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This is an old journal,
called "Turning 19"


Yes everybody, tomorow is my birthday, it will just be 6h22 min left till i reach the age of 19, 
here i'm just gonna think 'bout what i've been doin'last year


1. i've become a better teacher, i went from student to "teacher", capable of teaching, but not yet of really raising the kids, or have pta meetings. 

2. I've lost my gf, march 6th last year we had 1 year total, now we do not have anything, and i'm trying to get over it... but it is very hard. (i know it's pretty pathetic, i tell myself it is, but this is all explainend in a lot of other journals) 

3. i've started going to the gym, now i have lack of motivation. 

4. i've become a looooooot stronger =3 

5. i became more confident. 

6. I've discovered Dnb, Dubstep etc. i now listen more to that then to korn or slipknot, or emilie autumn. 

7. I've become more of an adult, i still can be very childish, and random.BUT , i do have devolped more responsibility, this due to the fact that i've been home alone(with my ex) @ the holidays, i can now take care of myself. 

8. I don't drink alcohol anymore, though i have started with smoking. 

9. I take good care of my turtles now, they have space, warmth, good food, and very clean watter. 

10. I became friends with a lot of people on DA, also I Came to DA.

11. When i was 17, or 18.3 y.o. i would never have believed you if you told me i'd be able to draw now. 

12. I've gotten back in touch with a lot of old friends, really nice  

13. I've survived the kindergarten internship.

14. I know now that failure, is just a learning point. 

15. I've gained 1 platinum torhpy on the ps3, maybe it where 2... not sure. 

16. I've organised a party for my street, the people really enjoyed it . 


I also have been through a lot of though shit.
- My gf dumping me 
- Been through kindergarten you know how depressed i was. 
- Big looonnnnggg depressions... 
- Got in a fight,,, though i won, yeh not really a bad thing, but i don't reccomend fighting
- sleepless nights. 

yeh i'm not gonna think 'bout more bad things, cuzz it makes me sad

But 
i can now DRAW, take care of myself, act as an adult. and be responsible.

I can not even imagine what next year will bring me, for i did not dare to dream that i would draw when i was just 18, 
Maybe i will gain a sixpack  and become sexy , and get a gf .
i don't know... no one does   

and now i'm tired and i'm gonna sleep for 'bout 15 min, i've become an old man xD!